Companionship

Humans,crave for the existance of their own group,doesn't matter if it's group of colleagues,group of friends or even a huge group of family members.They just feel comfortable as long as there are others around.In some cases,most of them are strangers as well.Is the thought of having a companion really so important?For example,I assume you know how people spend their time during the 'big' holidays like Christmas Eve or New Year's Eve.They celebrate it in the open,the public,with more than a thousand other strangers.There's fireworks?It's very lifely?Oh,oh and there's a DJ?Why don't you get your head outta your ass and actually think straight.Is the enormous amount of people more important than your loved ones?Isn't more ideal to spend the holiday with people you want to rather than where you want to?Firework is meaningless,if you're watching it with a bunch of strangers.And outings.Some often invite many people,MANY people.And then,those random ones get left out.Is there some kinda pride with having a big group that I do not know of?

Instead of categorising things like good and bad.Why don't you do what you actually want.Like,if you really don't feel like talking,then don't.Yes,sure it is a good thing to have many contacts,but it is not necessary for anyone to make friends with the whole world.Just because I seldom offer to socialise,doesn't make me an anti-social.Rather than making friends with everybody,choose the ones you wanna be friends with.If not,you might end up hurting both ends,because of your ridiculous expectations that 'he/she is my friend'.Sometimes the feeling isn't mutual,you have to accept that.But,this signifies something very important,it shows that,he or she isn't 'the one' or the 'right one'.Well,what can you do about it?It's meant to be.Don't even suggest to force him or her to have the same feelings as you have.When something's wrong with any types of relationship,especially friendship,if it can't be fixed then it means either of you are different.You may be alone,different than the rest,but somewhere on this earth,there are still many people who are 'different'.Maybe it's them,that you should be friends with.Doesn't mean some are normal,some abnormal.Think of it this way,if you had a big group of abnormals,and 1 normal,wouldn't the abnormals be the normal ones?and the lone normal would be the abnormal one in that aspect.

It's not about being negative or positive
It's God's work
Instead of "I don't have any feelings for anyone"
It's "I haven't found the one I love,yet"
Instead of "I don't have any friends"
It's "I haven't found my best friend,yet"
and instead of "I don't have a family"
It's "I haven't have someone so close that I'd call a family,yet"
I'm gonna admit it,I love being alone
Rather than being not lonely with people I don't prefer
But

Once we're born into this world

Be it 5,10,15,25,40,60 years
We will never be alone,not forever anyway
Till next time.