Anger

Was originally planning to complete the 4 entries with Horsemen's name in it.But what the heck,might as well not let go of the inspiration I have.Yeah just as you read it,anger.I don't know why anger always seem to be labelled as red in terms of colour.Maybe it's because people turn red when they're angry.But to me,it's because I feel hot inside,like I'm on fire or at least ate something very spicy.Yeah believe me I've felt it.The worst part is,I didn't get to release that anger.Well what happens if one does this too often?Basically,it's like filling a balloon with water,the water used as a term for anger and the balloon is the term for the heart and mind.If it's filled halfway,and then some water is poured out,no doubt nothing would happen to the balloon. However,if water keep on gushing in,there'll be a certain limit until the balloon goes "pop" which in reality means one is excessively angry and will burst or explode eventually.And believe me,the magnitude,the intensity of that "release" will be as if a volcano has erupted.If one does explode frequently,it is most definitely of a low intensity but it does keep anger out of the body system.If you do hold it in,anger multiplies,sooner or later,every minor thing that happens will make you mad.

Then,sometimes that anger leads to violence.You know,punches and slaps.Okay,I won't state the obvious and say "it's not good to do that" or so.We always have two choices,one which uses the brain and the other uses the heart.And no doubt it is always a question or either freedom or peace?Or the ugly truth and the beautiful lie.Why should we just bottle up our anger,for the sake of the peace within the family?In which case,you're lying to everyone including yourself. Because you faked your true emotions which is anger. Especially if it's not worth holding it in.If we forever hold it in,it'll turn in a grudge.And truth is,we can't just 'forgive' out of thin air.It's just isn't fair ain't it?After doing your part in releasing all that anger,I'd think then it's appropriate to forgive,to have closure,and to move on from it.If not,where would all that anger go?It's just unlogical to hold it in for any sort of reason.And even if you do feel the urge to burst,and really,really cannot hold it in,just think of it as God's work.Just do whatever you feel like,as long as you had decided it crystal clear in your head.A second is all you need to confirm with yourself,well because you are talking to yourself.In fact,life isn't all about the right path,right deeds or even right decisions and right attitude.It's all about don'ts and wrongs.It is the human potential that enables us to strife and struggle towards our destiny.Of course, facing many problems and taking in consequences on the way.And like I've said,it isn't somebody's good quality that makes him or her somebody you'd wanna keep.It's knowing their flaws and still smilling whenever you think about it. Well,all I can say is,I've thought about it in every possible situation and every possible angle.And looks like I've found my answer.

There is a saying
Worrying is like a rocking chair
Gives you something to do
But it gets you nowhere
and
May driving on the wrong side of the road
Lead you to the right path
In which case,having an arguement
Or releasing that anger
Till next time.